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Overwhelmed by guilt, but not exactly. Not that i did something wrong, neither was it right. For a moment it felt speechless, that felt so bad.. At least im glad his reply affirmed my thought. and that he lied for this special reason, which no one actually appreciates it. Maybe i feel sad for him, but i dont know what i can do, what i can say. Thanks? sigh. My mind's so preoccupied that i threw my handphone inside the bin instead of my tissue paper when cel and guys are boarding the bus alr. So i quickly digged my phone out from the bin, ewe right. My phone smells like wy right now.

On the other hand, training was a monster;

us : *panting really badly"
coach: Today we wont be doing double suicide.
me, or US: *yay!* :) :) :)
coach: Today
we do something new - TRIPLE suicide.

for a moment i thought i was listening to smt else, like para para.
Triple suicide? Dead. it was 130seconds.
and for the whole training i think there's only TWO water breaks?
:( phy's dehydrating.
Training again tomorrow. No 8rounds. HEEEE.

Off to eat green bean soup filled with papa's love.
Then zzz for tomorrow's sunshine friday :)
Goodnight carebears.