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As it goes by counting up days at the back of my mind, losing everything i had..

Because things that used to matter, doesnt matter anymore.
To surface between dreams im struggling to live with this very lil hope im holding onto.


I hate this contradicting life of mine.
But still, im putting the pieces back together, for a very beautiful picture...



and i dont know why.
i dont know why.
i still dont know why..